29 July 2010, 10:39 pm
ok so basically me and Jake (Jacob) have been the best of friends ever and we've been like that for forever. he's always been there for me for as long as i can remember, like when i get upset, depressed, when i'm really happy about something,everything. and i've been there for him in the same ways. i can honestly say that i know everything about him and he knows everything about me. we tell each other everything and we give each other advice (like relationships and family issues). and when i feel so sad and i think that there is no hope for my life, he can always make me laugh and make me change my mind about that. at one time he really liked me...maybe even loved me, but i wasn't ready for that and i was scared that if it didn't go right we wouldn't be friends anymore (but it's ok now cuz he has a gf he loves). even after i moved about an hour away from him, we still talk to each other every day. he's the best friend i could ever ask for in my whole life. but recently i found out that his parents are talking about moving to anacortes in washington (i live in yakima, WA by the way) and when i found that out i was devistated because not only would i probably never see him again, but he would be even farther away from me than he already was. i completely broke down, and now i'm afraid that after he leaves i'll be left with an empty feeling where my heart once was. it scares me and i don't want him to go. what do i do? how do i deal with something like this? is there a way for it to not hurt so much?... Read More »
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